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Birthday's coming in three more days and I'm psyched. Seriously.

Can't wait to spend the day with two of my really good friends, Bestfriend and Fauzan.
Can't wait to blow all 18 candles at one go.
Can't wait to be legally 18.
Can't wait to look forward to what 18 has in store for me.

Even if it's filled with even more shits and drama,

I say, Bring it!

A revelation

So, today is dated the 1st of November and it's currently 9 days away to my big 18. In my last few days of being seventeen, there are a few things that I would like to say. First and for most, I must say, this year was kind of hard for me. Seriously. This year was the year that god really put me to the test. Whatever it may be, I felt this year was way bitter than the rest of my years. Be it family, friends and school.

Again, like I said, this year, I think I teared a lot all due to heartbreaks and heartaches. The battle was indeed hard but never did I give up. I fought hard and I told myself it's just a phase that will past eventually. Lucky for me, for the amount of effort I put into school, I will be going on to year three.

If I were to list down all my downfalls here, I think it would take up a lot of space. But through it all, I wanna thank all those who believe in me, stood by me and gave me the courage to go on with life.

I would also want to apologize if whatever I did have hurt or offended you in any way. I know I can be very selfish, straight forward, insensitive and just plain bitchy towards some of you throughout this year, I'm really sorry.

The problem with me is, sometimes, I just jump to conclusions, make assumptions. I know it's wrong of me to assume things and judge people just like that. Initially, I thought I was right in a lot of things, but I was wrong.

I learnt that sometimes things don't always go as planned. Things don't always stay the same, people change and the people out there are not as nice as you thought they would be. I learnt that sometimes even your own friends turn their back on you.

I've also discovered that humans are all two faced bitches, even me myself. All in all, I'm contented despite all the shits and drama I've been through. Most importantly, it definitely thought me to suck it up, get up on my own two feet, get the fuck over it and keep walking.

Ah wells.

So, the performance at arts house last Sunday was superb and GPA went extremely well. No mistakes whatsoever and we were okay but could have done even better. But, it was a great experience and I had so much fun in fact. Thanks a lot for those who gave me all their wishes and Syazana and Hizwani for coming down and support! What's more, the event was telecast on Suria's News on Monday and I was on TV!

Here's the pictures and yes, the snippet of the Suria's news is available on my fb if you guys want to check it out.

My tumblr

So I have another blog just for the fun of it. I've been having this site for quite some time and I got hooked with tumblr-ing. I love the way I can reblog other people's awesome pictures and inspiring love quotes. I'll still use my blogspot to post and rant about my life. Tumblr is just a site where I would post like photos and words of wisdom.


www.whomyroar.tumblr.com

Few videos that made me teared.

How am I suppose to live my life without you?

To my lovely mountain,

Babe, I know this would be one of the toughest hurdle for you. Like hot air balloons, all of us are engineered to soar to great heights. Unfortunately, many of us “sandbag” ourselves. We do things, we think things, and we believe things that hold us down. I just want you to know that no matter how hard you fall, don't give up and get yourself back up on your own two feet again. If you hold on and believe that good times lay ahead, it will babe, it will. If I have the chance to turn back time again, I will do it but like what you always told me things happen for a reason and you can't fight it no matter what. There might be hikmah behind all these, you just need a little bit of faith okay babe? Last but not least, I will really miss you Syaz but I know this would not be the end, we'll still meet each other kan? I love you honey bee.


Love, Kams Wu Bin.

A very long post.

So, I finally received my promotional status on Tuesday and thank god I made it to year three. I'm really thankful and I'm lucky my mid years saved my ass, if not I wouldn't think I'll be so lucky.The good news is almost everyone in my class manage to move up to year three. In fact the cohort did pretty well, many would say.

I was relieved indeed. Because, I honestly did not put in effort in my end of years and it's a miracle that I did not get advanced. In future, I shall stop being complacent and work hard for the upcoming A levels. It's the last stretch and I won't want to waste this opportunity. Like what Mr Idris said, it's only the beginning and hell starts officially now.

Right now, I can peacefully start mugging for Chemistry and as well as Malay which is coming up real soon. Oral presentation is on the 13th November and with that, November is jam packed with exams, exams and exams.

Many of you might want to know that my eighteen birthday is coming up real soon and I'm rather psyched because my right now, it seems to me that my 17 years of life might end on a lighter note.

I have many things to look forward to and things are getting much better, I hope.

Firstly, I talked to dad about renting a room for the 83748370821th time. Finally, my prayer was heard and he promised he would rent a room lastest by the end of year. Somewhere at Marsiling.

Secondly, I have a Bintan CIP trip on the 30th November and I heard we are going to stay at a hotel for a week. Well that's something to look forward too, since I can't go to Japan anymore.


Oh and by the way, I'll be performing at the Arts House this sunday for Celik. It's a drama and singing kind of thing and I'm looking forward to it because it's something new for me and I've been wanting to perform at the Arts House ever since. Right now I'm not too sure if it's invitation only or open to public, but drop by if you guys are free!