
So, today is dated the 1st of November and it's currently 9 days away to my big 18. In my last few days of being seventeen, there are a few things that I would like to say. First and for most, I must say, this year was kind of hard for me. Seriously. This year was the year that god really put me to the test. Whatever it may be, I felt this year was way bitter than the rest of my years. Be it family, friends and school.
Again, like I said, this year, I think I teared a lot all due to heartbreaks and heartaches. The battle was indeed hard but never did I give up. I fought hard and I told myself it's just a phase that will past eventually. Lucky for me, for the amount of effort I put into school, I will be going on to year three.
If I were to list down all my downfalls here, I think it would take up a lot of space. But through it all, I wanna thank all those who believe in me, stood by me and gave me the courage to go on with life.
I would also want to apologize if whatever I did have hurt or offended you in any way. I know I can be very selfish, straight forward, insensitive and just plain bitchy towards some of you throughout this year, I'm really sorry.
The problem with me is, sometimes, I just jump to conclusions, make assumptions. I know it's wrong of me to assume things and judge people just like that. Initially, I thought I was right in a lot of things, but I was wrong.
I learnt that sometimes things don't always go as planned. Things don't always stay the same, people change and the people out there are not as nice as you thought they would be. I learnt that sometimes even your own friends turn their back on you.
I've also discovered that humans are all two faced bitches, even me myself. All in all, I'm contented despite all the shits and drama I've been through. Most importantly, it definitely thought me to suck it up, get up on my own two feet, get the fuck over it and keep walking.