
Right, time check, its already midnight and I'm still awake. Well the truth is yes I'm excited but at the same time I'm afraid of what's in store. Moreover, I am so scared that the performance would turn out crappy. We haven't practiced anything at all and it looks like everyone's not into it. I mean I really don't blame them really. But, I feel that I've failed as one of the people in charge. Those who know me, would know that I always want the best and would want to put up something ambitious. And when I do it, I give my all. Truth be told, whenever I plan things, I always thought that things would go as plan, as what I visioned it to be. Being the stubborn me, would always brush off the
what if(s). All I can say is that, I really hope everyone would give me their support and just give me their 101 percent. I really want to be there and entertain the kids and have the time of my life. Seeing them just saddens me and if my performance don't make it, I say, might as well I just stay here for the sake of the group.
It would be six days. This is my first time going off somewhere for more than three days. On my side, things did not went well. I got into a feud with my mum. I know, like I would want that to happen just before I got off. She said a few things that really hurt me and made me reflect on myself.
Ah wells, maybe I am just thinking too much about it, really. There are a whole lot of other things that is much more important than the performance right? Before I go, I would like to thank Khuzaifah whom have helped me find glass bottles and what not. Zul, Satheesh and XingMei for helping me with the song.
Oh, a few hours ago, I got a text from Bestfriend. How sweet of her right? Zue, I'll miss you so much and thank you for the real sweet text I'll keep that in mind.
To Syaz and Wani, I'll miss you guys. Take care, I'll give u guys a ring before I depart.
So long guys, I'll come back soon.